2012: continue to smile. Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah!
2011: smiles. Alhamdulillah. The rough journey of 2010 had made her the person she is today. Nobody knows what the following 365 days would offer to her, but one things for sure, she will try her best not to trip twice, walk every single step with a much more positive attitude, a big huuge heart & believes that she have the most Mightiest, The Most Intelligent, The most Delicate Force with her; Allah Azzawajal. :)
poem had never failed to touch my heart. and this one, every single words was so refreshing. refreshing in a trembling, touchy, iman-lifting way.
simply magnificent!
Close your eyes, And imagine this: Eternal bliss.
You every wish at your finger tips. & more:
perched on a throne near a stream serene & exquisite a scene you’ve never seen Yet you still dream of more
Gone is pain Gone is fear Gone is grief Gone are tears
Idle speech you shall never hear And the prophets make up your social sphere
And more: The martyrs, righteous and he truthful too You are from them and they are from you They held tightly to what they knew as true and to join them; you did too.
Theres more: Maidens chastens who restrain their gaze Lost in a glance for days and days Fun and frolic as a child plays Where the breath that leave your lips is praise Of the one who gave you more. Imagine you and your father with age as the same
Imagine showing off your book with no shame Imagine nights with the sahaba with their stories to entertain Imagine Muhammad saw, knowing YOUR name.
What could be there more?
Gardens underneath which rivers flow A goal so far, and yet so close A journey worth taking for those who know Tell me do you not wish to go; for more?
For all the bounties and all the grace All the sights and the smells And the tastes will be forgotten without a trace As if frozen in time and space When you see… His face.
What an excellent master Of a miserable slave
You forgot, and He forgave He gave you guidance And you still strayed?
You asked for mercy That, he gave. And more, and more, and more
i cant remember the last time i felt good after sitting on exams. alhamdulillah thank you for letting me feel that feeling again. :) lend me the strentgh and chance to keep on having this; until the end of the journey.
bila bertemu dengan idividu individu yang dibesarkan dengan ckup cantik, dan mereka menerima tiada yang lain selain yang baik sahaja, baik dari keluarga, persekitaran, aturan harian dan aturan masa hadapan,
ia mengubat diri. apabila ada masanya terfikir; "kenapa tidak mendapat sprt apa yg mereka dapat".
mereka mendapatnya kerana mereka mendapat kasih sayangNya. mereka dipelihara krn mereka memelihara. mereka dijaga kerana mereka menjaga.
see, patutlah awak tak dapat, krn awak belum layak hendak dapat jika dibandingkan dengan keadaan diri awak sendiri. dan jika awak dapat pun, awak masih belum setanding dengan apa yang dianugerahkan kpd awak.
jadi binalah diri, pelihara apa yang patut dipelihara, tunaikan apa yg patut ditunaikan, dan berusaha, untuk mencapai keikhlasan.
org ikhlas, Allah sayang. dan tiada lain yg lebih menguntungkan selain menjadi orang yang disayangi Allah.