demi

legend of the patriot

it had been a battle,
and it will always be.




demi cita-cita,
dan Cinta, yang jauh lebih Tinggi.

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

officially official

i've make up my mind.
its officially official.

there had been a war of choice inside my head,
choosing between sony nex or the panasonic GF's.
owh. owh. what sleepless night i had been going tru!

and at last, i could say.....





panasonic lumix GF1 OR panasonic lumix GF2!!!

yes! they are officially listed in my wish list.

when the right time comes,
i will definetly grab one.

for now, i'll just take my own sweet time
and make some research on them.

owh. my my my!
arent they just so marvelous?

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

if He loves you.

“If Allah loves a person, He calls Jibreel saying,
’Allah loves so and so; Oh Jibreel, love him.
And make an announcement amongst the inhabitants of the heaven,
Allah loves so and so therefore you should love him also’,
and so all the inhabitants of the heaven would love him,
and then he is granted (all) the pleasures of the people on the earth.”

(Bukhari and Muslim)

just, imagine!



i know its still far,
but i do hope there is a chance for my name to be mentioned by Him to Jibreel,
because there is no other bless higher than being loved by Allah. :')

owh yea,
and i realize something;
we could never ever love Allah, as how Allah love us.

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

not a joke

sometimes we felt God's playing a joke on us,
but if He didnt, we wouldnt learn to walk.

Baqarah :216

(thanks to you for sharing this, as i mentioned, with a slight modification :) )

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

eternal bliss

poem had never failed to touch my heart.
and this one, every single words was so refreshing.
refreshing in a trembling, touchy, iman-lifting way.

simply magnificent!




Close your eyes,
And imagine this:
Eternal bliss.

You every wish at your finger tips.
& more:

perched on a throne near a stream serene
& exquisite a scene you’ve never seen
Yet you still dream of more

Gone is pain
Gone is fear
Gone is grief
Gone are tears

Idle speech you shall never hear
And the prophets make up your social sphere

And more:
The martyrs, righteous and he truthful too
You are from them and they are from you
They held tightly to what they knew as true
and to join them; you did too.

Theres more:
Maidens chastens who restrain their gaze
Lost in a glance for days and days
Fun and frolic as a child plays
Where the breath that leave your lips is praise
Of the one who gave you more.
Imagine you and your father with age as the same

Imagine showing off your book with no shame
Imagine nights with the sahaba with their stories to entertain
Imagine Muhammad saw, knowing YOUR name.

What could be there more?

Gardens underneath which rivers flow
A goal so far, and yet so close
A journey worth taking for those who know
Tell me do you not wish to go; for more?

For all the bounties and all the grace
All the sights and the smells
And the tastes will be forgotten without a trace
As if frozen in time and space
When you see… His face.

What an excellent master
Of a miserable slave

You forgot, and He forgave
He gave you guidance
And you still strayed?

You asked for mercy
That, he gave.
And more, and more, and more

.
.
.
.


my aspiration,

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

until the end

i cant remember the last time i felt good after sitting on exams.
alhamdulillah thank you for letting me feel that feeling again. :)
lend me the strentgh and chance to keep on having this; until the end of the journey.

amien.

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

bertemu

9th, 10th & 11th generation of Haji Shariff, Acheh.

.."Ya Allah jadikan aku, dan zuriat keturunanku, mendirikan solat.. "

:)

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

renung

bila bertemu dengan idividu individu yang dibesarkan dengan ckup cantik,
dan mereka menerima tiada yang lain selain yang baik sahaja,
baik dari keluarga, persekitaran, aturan harian dan aturan masa hadapan,

ia mengubat diri. apabila ada masanya terfikir;
"kenapa tidak mendapat sprt apa yg mereka dapat".

mereka mendapatnya kerana mereka mendapat kasih sayangNya.
mereka dipelihara krn mereka memelihara.
mereka dijaga kerana mereka menjaga.

see, patutlah awak tak dapat,
krn awak belum layak hendak dapat jika dibandingkan dengan keadaan diri awak sendiri.
dan jika awak dapat pun, awak masih belum setanding dengan apa yang dianugerahkan kpd awak.

jadi binalah diri,
pelihara apa yang patut dipelihara,
tunaikan apa yg patut ditunaikan,
dan berusaha, untuk mencapai keikhlasan.

org ikhlas, Allah sayang.
dan tiada lain yg lebih menguntungkan selain menjadi orang yang disayangi Allah.


:)

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

ibadah

12:37 12/11/2010 pbl room

moga ia, menjadi ibadah untukMu.
Allah, ikhlas kan ku..

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

safe

i want to feel safe like this.

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.