tanpa..

Kau berikanku segala-galanya
dan Kau mengujiku dengan cinta dunia
yang sungguh indah dan
Kau hiaskannya dengan intan permata
dengan jua wanita
dan kedudukan yang memalingkanku
daripada-Mu

Dalam menikmati kurniaan-Mu
tak terucap lafaz terima kasihku
namun untuk jadi yang terbaik
juga masih belum kumampu

Dalam sujud cintaku
fanaku diulit rindu
getirnya cemas di kalbu
takut hidup tanpa redha-Mu

Hanya kerna-Mu Tuhanku
aku hidup dan ku akan
kembali pada-Mu
hanya pada-Mu dalam
sujud cintaku.
...
terdengar lagu ini secara tidak sengaja.dan tanpa sedar,hati terasa sangat hiba.dan tahu-tahu sahaja,air mata gugur satu persatu..
...
"takut hidup tanpa redha-Mu"

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

hingga ke syurga

pasangan pertama batch ALM8


pernikahan boleh menjadi medan dosa (andai tanggungjawab tak terlaksana)dan juga, medan mengaut sebanyak-banyak pahala!
"solat seorang yang sudah bernikah akan diganjarkan 70 kali ganda"khutbah tok imam yang akan saya ingat sampai bila-bila.
...
semoga kalian sentiasa bahagia;hingga ke syurga.
:)


kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

after yesterday

this is how im feeling like now.





Come stop your crying
It will be all right
Just take my hand Hold it tight
.
.
.

For one so small,
you seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
keep you safe and warm

This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry
.
.

theoretically, i should be crying right now.
but dont worry, i didnt. and insyaAllah i wouldnt.
ive transformed to that strong tough young lady.
(as if.. hehe)
.
.

When destiny calls you
You must be strong

I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on

one paper left.
so come on, finish this once and for all!

.
.

you'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart, always
Always

Ijj'lal, rezeki Allah, ada di mana-mana.

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

note :

1. i just minimized the video since i dont think the graphic offered was quite proper. mula2 tadi tak tgk, dengar je. sekali tgk macam kureng pula. forgive me. hehe...

2. dont get mistaken, im not referring to a particular person. i beleive, whatever happen, i will always have people around me that would support me in every single way and accept me as who i am.. esp my familiy. :)

my story

this, is my story

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

freeze.

there are at times,
that I just feel like freezing the time.
and ignore every single pain of truth.


Allahu Allah..
I know You hear me.

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

a snap

cubaan tanpa function "intelligent auto".
foto asli tanpa edit.
(melainkan crop)

obviously not perfect,
but.. starting to get used to it.

:)

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

jailed

free your self from all the rust;
for it will jail your life,
forever.

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

holder

others had gone,
but i will still hold on,
.... with a smile.

:)

note:

1. my magnet giraffe holding on my wardrobe handle. i love little cute stuffs, especially those with excellent details. unfortunately it doesnt suite my "busy-lebih banyak benda lain nak buat" activity. benda kecik; means tempat perangkap habuk. i dont like habuk but at the same time i have many big things to care about rather that mengelap satu persatu celah celah habuk. oh well... this is what you call, bertoleransi antara minat dan tanggungjawab.

2. among my first few shots with sony nex-3k. still a newbie., have problem playing with the zoom lens and adapting with all those alien function. oh exam cepat laa habis.. saya nak main dengan nex puas-puas. :D

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

bud

she was a small silent bud..

Nuur Ijj'lal Bt Surani, 1991.

.... All praise be to Allah.that silent bud; is now learning to bloom.....
22 years of blooming process,
and will, continue, blooming insya-Allah.

:)

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

you are special

dedicating this wonderful song to...
myself.
hehe....
well, sometimes we need to feel izzah with ourself kan.and we need to feel that we're designed exclusively from our beloved Creator.we need to feel special, and we need to feel unique.
so this song suites so much muchi feel loooved~ :D
and again, i am dedicating this song, for,my self.
:)

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.