not a joke

sometimes we felt God's playing a joke on us,
but if He didnt, we wouldnt learn to walk.

Baqarah :216

(thanks to you for sharing this, as i mentioned, with a slight modification :) )

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

eternal bliss

poem had never failed to touch my heart.
and this one, every single words was so refreshing.
refreshing in a trembling, touchy, iman-lifting way.

simply magnificent!




Close your eyes,
And imagine this:
Eternal bliss.

You every wish at your finger tips.
& more:

perched on a throne near a stream serene
& exquisite a scene you’ve never seen
Yet you still dream of more

Gone is pain
Gone is fear
Gone is grief
Gone are tears

Idle speech you shall never hear
And the prophets make up your social sphere

And more:
The martyrs, righteous and he truthful too
You are from them and they are from you
They held tightly to what they knew as true
and to join them; you did too.

Theres more:
Maidens chastens who restrain their gaze
Lost in a glance for days and days
Fun and frolic as a child plays
Where the breath that leave your lips is praise
Of the one who gave you more.
Imagine you and your father with age as the same

Imagine showing off your book with no shame
Imagine nights with the sahaba with their stories to entertain
Imagine Muhammad saw, knowing YOUR name.

What could be there more?

Gardens underneath which rivers flow
A goal so far, and yet so close
A journey worth taking for those who know
Tell me do you not wish to go; for more?

For all the bounties and all the grace
All the sights and the smells
And the tastes will be forgotten without a trace
As if frozen in time and space
When you see… His face.

What an excellent master
Of a miserable slave

You forgot, and He forgave
He gave you guidance
And you still strayed?

You asked for mercy
That, he gave.
And more, and more, and more

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my aspiration,

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

until the end

i cant remember the last time i felt good after sitting on exams.
alhamdulillah thank you for letting me feel that feeling again. :)
lend me the strentgh and chance to keep on having this; until the end of the journey.

amien.

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

bertemu

9th, 10th & 11th generation of Haji Shariff, Acheh.

.."Ya Allah jadikan aku, dan zuriat keturunanku, mendirikan solat.. "

:)

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

renung

bila bertemu dengan idividu individu yang dibesarkan dengan ckup cantik,
dan mereka menerima tiada yang lain selain yang baik sahaja,
baik dari keluarga, persekitaran, aturan harian dan aturan masa hadapan,

ia mengubat diri. apabila ada masanya terfikir;
"kenapa tidak mendapat sprt apa yg mereka dapat".

mereka mendapatnya kerana mereka mendapat kasih sayangNya.
mereka dipelihara krn mereka memelihara.
mereka dijaga kerana mereka menjaga.

see, patutlah awak tak dapat,
krn awak belum layak hendak dapat jika dibandingkan dengan keadaan diri awak sendiri.
dan jika awak dapat pun, awak masih belum setanding dengan apa yang dianugerahkan kpd awak.

jadi binalah diri,
pelihara apa yang patut dipelihara,
tunaikan apa yg patut ditunaikan,
dan berusaha, untuk mencapai keikhlasan.

org ikhlas, Allah sayang.
dan tiada lain yg lebih menguntungkan selain menjadi orang yang disayangi Allah.


:)

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

ibadah

12:37 12/11/2010 pbl room

moga ia, menjadi ibadah untukMu.
Allah, ikhlas kan ku..

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

safe

i want to feel safe like this.

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

battle

finally, the battle begins..


my dear cousins, akrom and farah, n,sis ilysa fatin.
sudah berlalu dua paper, dan ada (?) paper berbaki.
kuatkan langkah!

my dear semester 4 friends,
this friday...

n my dear m208 seniors,
this monday.

rabbiyassir, walatu'assir!

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

kata hati :
1. saya? december nanti. doakan sy juga! :)
2. dah tukar konsep jadi macam tumblr pla kan.

bukan kerana biru.

blue had never been my choice.
bright light blue, to be precise.
yet blue was the ones that left.

it was the first time for me to own such valueble thing,
with my own choice, my own money.

i was thinking deep.
should i just grab it, or should i wait for the next stock?
which was, at that time, has no guarantee when.

i knew i would only buy it once,
and for that i need to choose wisely.

between
the desire to own,
the desire to recieve,
the desire to read,
with my least interest on blue,
which one should i choose?

as "intuitional" as i was,
i followed my desire.
i HAVE to have it.
i WANT to have it!
the look, came next.

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.

alhamdulillah.
it had been roughly 3 years since i owned it.
i had stickers on it, colourful tags and some pins on it.

it had been with me to many places.
tru many situation.

my ups, my downs.
my happiness, my sorrows.

waited for me when i began to forget it,
and welcomed me when i searched for it.
at any time, any place.

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as time passed by,
it happens to be that blue was not that bad afterall.
i begin to appreciate its contents more rather than its colour.

every time i look at it,
i didnt see the "not so likey" blue colour,
but i see its "magical words and wisdom".

yes, the magical words,
from the creator of the world.

and alhamdulillah,
from the day i bought it until this very moment
there was not a second of regret, of choosing it.

:)

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i told you i had always been tested with things that i like least.
and this "blue" thing is a part of it.

and yes, true indeed,

what favors you least, might be whats best for you
2:216



:)

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.

test

life had always test me with things that i favour least.and with things that i am weak at most.
for some reason, i had always disliked waiting,
and yet, here i am,waiting; patiently.
i guess that i just have to live with it. and let it be apart of me.
remember,He works in a very secret and unthinkable way.what favors you least, might be whats best for you.2:216

have faith, nuur ijj'lal!

kerana syurga itu, aspirasiku.